I almost get what I want all this time. But I have to let it go. It is not my decision actually. It is a mother's. Why she likes to make it so hard? When her answer is no, it IS a no. Nothing will change her. My life is controlled by a mother although I am 21.
When I did something, she does not see it. When she did something, she wants me to see it. I may not be the best daughter in the world, but you should thank God to have me as your daughter.
But it will never change my love for you. You are still my mother.
Sometimes, I hate to have a stepfather. He will change the mother. and IT CHANGES THE WHOLE LIFE!
My father is so far. I mean REAL far. I will never be able to reach him by using my hand from where I stand. He created lots of problems. And now he faces extras problems from the problems he created years ago and affect me as a child.
I do not get money from anyone. He stopped sending me money 3 months ago. I have to listen a lecture to get money from her. And what I have is my loan that I have to pay when I finish study one day. I have two brothers and two sisters but I do not get any money from them neither.
I'm broke. I have RM170 in my account. RM100 in another account which I get from what I did. RM50 in another account for a condition to setup a new bank account. RM50 left from what he sent to me 3 months ago in another account. RM100 in wallet. And that is it. No more money.
I want to join the FML community. Voluntary.
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